My original plan for today’s post was to just leave you guys to gape in amazement at this video…unfortunately, something more happened today.

He broke up with me. I will not cry to you guys (I’ve done plenty of that in the past few hours) but I will say that he is by no means being a jerk about it. His reasoning is that he is convinced (from his parents who work at the sheriff’s department) that once he turns 18 in February, it would be illegal. I found out this is only partially true. It would be illegal if we had sex, which I would not do. Unfortunately, I can not just mention this and then have everything be fine and dandy again…I mean his dad and stepmom clearly have an issue with this and the last thing I would want is for him to be uncomfortable in his own home.

I talked about this with a friend of mine who is almost the exact same situation as me: her boyfriend is 17 and her parents did not approve at ALL at first because of the age…but now, due to a messed up family, he is living with her. Sounds sketchy, but it isn’t. Anyways, my friend, her boyfriend, and her mom were talking to me about this and her boyfriend suggested that I do NOT even chit-chat with him unless he comes to me. Hi is fine, but no more than that. I agree. If he really still wants me like he says, then he’ll work for it, I refuse to let myself be played.

I don’t have much time before I have to go to practice (And he’s drum major so I get to stare at him for three hours…before today this would always make me happy…), I’ll update later if there’s anything worth updating about…wish me luck. And I hate to sound self-centered…but a prayer or two would be great.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

October 15, 2009. Tags: break up, heartache, relationships. Uncategorized.